本性难移

人生就是这样，需要配搭着重力与负担才能让自己觉得生活、其实人生可以活得很轻松，很自在。

这天，回到了古毛，感觉好像恢复了缓慢平静的小镇，才两个礼拜就把这个小镇搞到天翻地覆。所谓的投选就是这样，搞到手了就很现实的拍拍屁股走人了。 突然心身感受到那种被抛弃的感觉。 人， 是否就是这样？ 得到他们所谓的目的就的露出真面目？。

咳~ 事情过的很快，眼前所说的话眨眼间消化了，昨天所聊得中学话题，今天显然的很久，很久。 才短短的5-6年就把往事抛在后头了。 究竟我这几年过得怎样？　我本身也不知道。　所谓的人生本来就是值得回味的，值得从中学习过错。

或许我了解这一切有怎样，　或许我已经太迟了。　想象中的长大或许很残酷，很现实。很希望自己是朵莲花，　处于泥而不染。　洁白的莲花也是有生命极限的。

或许我真的很笨，很幼稚，很不懂得为他人找想，可是心里某深处都是出于真心，有着纯心的存在而出发的。

或许我的改变不能够满足你，但从过去而活到现在我也没有后悔过，我也觉得这次的改变能够让我很轻松。

心里想的东西与嘴巴说的虽然不能一致，也让我了解到性格转变很难。　所谓江山易改－

ｐ／ｓ：还在爱着你。

再见小黑

先别怀疑我所说的小黑，它不是演员，或者某些传奇人物。 它是个一直陪伴着我的枕头。 小小的，黑黑的， 特别照顾我， 在我开心或伤心， 都有它在身边。

小时后的我，会吮手指头，会利用它来度过恶梦，会拿着它来安眠。 但是现在我长大了，学会了一种东西 - 独立。
我国都用了53年才独立加上现在所谓的1malaysia。 而我23岁才想通了，以前的我是那么的依赖别人，给了很多人不便的麻烦。

想通了，一切都明白了，站在框外来看自己，才发觉自己是多么的顽固，多么的有自己的一套，自以为是了那么多年。
来得及吗 ？ 只能说亡羊补牢，尽能力所为。

再见了，小黑， 也许没有了你我很难度过恶梦，但是我会靠着我的顽固来度过。 谢谢你陪伴着我度过漫长的童年，成为我长大的一份子。

P/S 妈妈只不过是那去洗而已啦。 一年后没洗的小黑。 *哈哈*

Frontera Bar And Grill

On monday i went to Frontera Bar and Grill for dinner along with camie. We went and found no one there...yet (might be just open), We ordered each of us a meal

*My burger set*


*Camie's Taquitos set*


*My tequilla+coke?*


*Camie's dunno what liqueur*

And finally we tried out the super duper hot chicken wings...

*Sibeh hot man !!!*

Feel like wanna burst outta flame after ate it.

Overall the quality is super nice! , Try it out once in a time ... lol

Live life alive

I love being relaxing and slacking off myself back in my hometown , It's something like a holiday between working period , But the period being at my hometown is as fast as a bullet , it wont be enough for me to hanging around. breathing out and sharing the time with my family.

*it was like dawn in the evening*

Haha... i'm still alive ... after Chinese new year holiday i'm back for work again. hmm... let's list down what i did after chinese new year.
Yeah , i went to sungai petani for my mum's parents house, Ms teng's house for bai nian , Korean BBQ buffet for craving frogs food , and tenji buffet(unexpected food quality) , LJMU's convocations in KLCC , Inspidea angpau for rm5 .


*Mr D are preparing our foods*

Oh yeah ! .. i get my new toy as well

*a springfield M14*

Yeah...such life is enough for me.

My Toy

Toys that i buy to fulfill my emptyness ...haha

*hatsune miku*

What a damn cute onion holder :D ...

Being dip into inspidea , i fall into transformer toyline's trap... Being addicted to transformer since when i'm small piglet , I still remember i was hardly get a transformer at that age. So i brought 1 for myself...lol


*Lugnut*

Transformer really ROCKS!

Short

Hello ~ ... It's a holiday saturday ! It's the one and the only time i can online T_T

Okay.... i'll short the crap , It's been 1 month for working in inspidea , Let's show my PC and some environment :D

*My desk , Without mouse one leh...*

And this one is SS2 pasar pagi, Roughly 7-8am every thursday , I used to buy breakfast here.

*look like night time *

And last saturday i went to penny's open house for BBQ with bunch of friends, Somewhere at melawati there. Full with mountain view ... *healthy-nya*


*some view outside penny's house*

Last but not least , I went to jaya one for Buying supply at cold storage, In the end me and my mum get lost inside. Somehow i thought this "Jaya one" should be a moved version of Jaya supermarket located near Digital mall ...But it's not ... *sigh*


*jaya one*

Rumors it's a hangout place for UTAR-ian ... *haha*

New Start , My Start

It's been a period since i start my 1st job, I work in Inspidea as junior animator, It's an animations studio which was quite well known in Malaysia animations industry. Their work such as Mustang mama , Mat Kacau and Boo and me. If not mistaken it's show on Astro Ceria and Cartoon Network Europe.

I start working in 4th Jan last Monday. I am well receive and they did give me a warm welcome on that... *thanks dude*

I found something quite interesting, there are no mouse in my PC (which is all wacom based) , No internet in pc , *sigh* , There is no internet anywhere... This include the rent room which i stay along with my mum in PJ area. No internet !!! ...

I thought i cant survive without internet , Being a 21th century teenage , A lack of internet is like smoker without their lighter , or even gambler without transport going to genting. *forgive my lame comparatives* Haha~

Well , It's a new life for me , at least for me. I'm trying to suit myself into this situations . Working life is indeed exhausted in terms of physically and mentally , In which you animate a flash for the rest of the working hours. *it's really dragging my mind off*

Anyway . For those who stay in PJ , Please do ajak me outta yumcha or something . or else i'll like 24/7 operated pc without shutting down ... *boom* lol

*sorry for my bla bla bla ... but hey it's my blog what*