Eve

转个头来，2010年就快过去了。 又老去一年了。

赚来一个星期又四天的假期， 的给我好好修养自身，好好的准备下一个project的到来。
好一个没什么感觉的圣诞，没什么气氛而言，可能心身长大了吧，一切都来的没什么特别，尤其是交情，可有可无般的让我搞不清脑袋。

算了吧，可能这就是上天的安排，喜欢即兴的我本来就不需特别的安排。所谓缘来不拒，缘去不哀，都是拿来掩饰我这种人的吧。

2010
喜怒哀乐的一年。讨厌看书的我，竟然会买本林夕来看。 可能是被书的封面有所吸引。 可能吧~

咦？

望着垃圾堆般的房间，才发现已经废了大概一个月多了。整个月没整理。 哈哈哈....哈。

2011的到来。
hmm...没什么感觉。
*呆*

Small sneaks

felt guilty suddenly....i'm suppose to finish my job and now i'm "cabut" back my hometown . Well it's hell on Monday for sure....*glups*

What happen ? ... Feels that i need some escape from town thingy , is that cause by my overflowed work ? or my life turning upside down? Regardless of what it is , i'm sure that i'll walk all by myself to overcome it.

I feel that my time is getting shorter and shorter , every time i plan something , it's always run out fast. Might be good or might be bad perhaps...*hmm*

Well...it's just the part of my job of being me myself...

Do re mi

Do re mi fa so la ti tooo

yoah ~

1 month had passed and i'm lying in my hometown's bed for this things up.
Well , i've skipped 3weeks for not coming back hometown due to heavy work out in inspidea... *Geee*
Anyway it would be much more heavier this coming months..
Didnt expect to come back either...

I'm fine ! very fine... just that couples of time ago i've had my worst nightmare. It's seems that isnt over yet but i feel really better than before, Might call it a little sunshine after the rain?..

Inspidea's Monthly event had organized a ROCK BAND2 competitions which is a PS3 game. Require 4 band members to play instruments like drums , bass , guitars and vocal. Fun though ..Make my finger itchy and hoping to grab ibanez's GRX70DX. haha

Wilson back from hong kong and bring me a book called - BLACK PAPER (黑纸) , i found it quite interesting though , and 1 more book called NO BIG DEAL (捞碧刁) which is from unkle beach , i guess it will be in my "to buy list" during my HK trip next year , which hoping it's still available on market...lol . Haha...suddenly soooo into books..


-Black Paper-

Someone asked me a question "how do you define happiness?" , Well ... It's profound question for everyone actually. But i'll be happy if i'm doing things right , and i'll wish that you do so.

-知足常乐-

语积

啊 ~ 雨季来临了吗？ ， 怎么这几天都是雨天啊~ 天灰灰的，有着沉重的感觉。

下着雨，带着耳机，工作繁忙，心里就快崩溃时，被一首歌给打沉了。

窗外阴天了
音乐低声了
我的心开始想你了
灯光也暗了
音乐低声了
口中的棉花糖也融化了
窗外阴天了
人是无聊了
我的心开始想你了
电话响起了
你要说话了
还以为你心里对我又想念了
怎么你声音变得冷淡了
是你变了
是你变了

灯光熄灭了
音乐静止了
滴下的眼泪已停不住了
天下起雨了
人是不快乐
我的心真的受伤了

受伤的，都还没复原吗？

不多说了，反正你也不会了解。
不该想了，反正也不会有结果。
不想写了，反正都是口是心非。
...

给熊的话。

你还好吗？

Updated

Yo~

it's been 1month since i back from Pee Jay. Feel a bit unusual when i lay my 1st step into my room. Gee...

Frankly i just wanted to update my long lost bloggie ~ haha

OT and OT for the past few weeks.


*My work flow*

Retake and new scene it's filling me up....arr....

Phew....

By the way...

Just brought NDSi recently .... My 1st hand held console ever... *wuuuhhooo*


*it's been a long time since i wanted it for*

Haha

我的人生

如果现在给自己一个小学作文题，我想应该就是这个吧 -“我的人生”。

在不久前，我还在责怪自己为何那么的失败，那么的不会做人。想着到底我的判断能力有问题？， 还是我命苦？面对了我人生中的一个大过错， 站在这十字路口，无助的摸样，心里笑着当初如何嘲笑你的无知， 一个月没有你的消息了。 还以为能够放下心中这个包袱。 开始明白这不是什么包袱或心中大石之类的。这算是种回忆吧。还是遗憾？

人终须往前看。面向后看了这么久。 好奇的在想：“怎么那么就还没看见你倒头望？”。

很想知道原因。

算了，也不想再原地打转了， 上几天听见朋友们在聊他们的家庭事， 得到的是人的感触。 为什么当别人一出生就的被命运玩弄？ 然而我们还在埋怨上帝对我们的不公平？。 一个人生可以是彩色的。 有些人就拼命的在自己黑白片上挥洒颜色， 而彩色的却因少许的黑白而埋怨 ？生命在这世界上本来就是黑白的。

人的一生可以很简单，也可以很复杂，关键就是怎么活下去。

“文贤啊，放开你的大男人主义吧，放开你的任性吧 ， 放开你的幼稚吧， 这样你的人生才会开心，这样才算是-活着”